Ashley reflects on why she resisted admitting this for so long — fear of judgment and disappointing specific people — and closes by inviting listeners to share their own fitness journeys at famousashleygrant.com/fitness.
05:31of doctors. No, this isn't, you know, anything
05:33like that. It's just me trying to do what I've
05:36told you guys about before. And that is listen
05:38to my body. I've said before, I'm not a girl
05:41that subscribes to diets and I'm still not. But
05:45I definitely can feel something's off and it's
05:49bugging me. And so I'm trying to experiment and
05:52evaluate. And and the goal is to continue telling
05:56you guys what's going on with me, because with
05:58any workout program, you know, you've got to
06:00do what's best for you. And so that's kind of
06:03what's going on. And I just wanted to share this
06:05with you all, because like I said, I. want to
06:08be transparent. And I know that if I kept hiding
06:12what I was feeling, that I could make myself
06:15worse and I could get to a point where I can't
06:17move for a while. And that's definitely not something
06:20I ever want to have to deal with. So that's where
06:23I'm at. Just wanted to share this little update
06:26with you guys. I'll keep you guys posted as to
06:28what happens and what I'm feeling because I feel
06:30like it's really important to tell the truth
06:32about what's really going on. And so I hope this
06:36was inspiring in some way or at least makes you
06:39examine your own situation. If you feel like
06:42the way that you're moving isn't working, then
06:44do something about it. Don't just keep trying
06:47to show up just because you feel like you have
06:49to or you're afraid you're going to disappoint
06:50somebody. Because it's definitely one of the
06:53big reasons that I didn't want to admit this
06:54to myself is I definitely have a lot of fear
06:57of disappointing people. I have a lot of fear
06:59of being judged by people. And the specific people
07:05who I'm afraid of being judged by, they know
07:07who they are and they know why I'm afraid that
07:09they're going to judge me. But I finally have
07:11realized that the more important thing is that
07:14I am able to keep showing up at all and I can't
07:17do it in the way that I was before. So I'm sure
07:20you can hear it in my voice. I'm very hoarse
07:21right now. I'm incredibly hoarse because, you
07:24know, I've been dealing with this sickness. But
07:26that's where I'm at and what my current plan
07:28is, my current experimental goal. We'll see how
07:30it goes. I'll keep you guys posted as to what
07:32happens. And if you want to share what's going
07:35on in your fitness journey, I'd love to hear
07:37from y 'all. Go to famousashleygrant .com backslash
07:39fitness. Or if you are in the fitness industry
07:42yourself and you have advice you want to share.
07:44Um, I want to hear from you too. FamousashaGrad
07:47.com backslash fitness. Thank you guys so much
07:49for tuning in and listening to my story and my
07:52journey. I appreciate you guys more than you
07:53know. And onwards and upwards, my friends. Have
07:56you worked out today?